truckin

Its been awhile since my last update, a bit has happened haha. Im still trying to recover from whatever the hell happened to me a month ago now. I just now realized its been a month, its felt like a week. I think that whatever i went through may have messed with my brain, ive always had a horrible sense of time but its been much much worse. The same with my memory, it hasnt ever been the best but it seems to have gotten a lot worse. Despite that im doing a bit better mentally now.

Ive had some other issues come up since then though, like some things going on with my parents, and a weird situation with my friend. The parent stuff is still ongoing, but i honestly cant really be bothered by that, im just hoping that stuff goes okay. And i think the friend thing is going ok now? To summarize me and this person were very very close but then they kinda dropped me out of nowhere. I was pretty upset about it, eventually we ended up kinda talking about it, and have been kinda getting closer since. Hoping things will go okay with that from now on, we'll see.

I also went to the ER two days ago. I almost fainted at work after i got hurt on accident, and this has happened to me before so my parents decided it would be best to get it checked out. So theres this nerve by your heart thats purpose is to slow down your heart whenever you get injured and it starts beating fast, so you dont panic or have a heart attack or whatever. But for me it just works in over drive and my heart slows down more than its supposed too and my blood kinda stops flowing. Which makes sense because apparently i get superrr pale whenever this happens. So yeah, whenever i get hurt and it surprises me i have a chance of passing out. It was pretty embarrassing at work because i was on a register cashiering as it happened and all the managers were around me making a big deal, and it was crazy busy because it was saturday. but it is nice to know that my coworkers care about me.

Thats all i have the energy to write for now, im gonna try to get some school work done and maybe take a nap lol, peace.