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This past month has been annoyingly slow and agonizing, but things are just starting to feel like they are moving again. Since the 14th I had been in a slump, i wont go into detail but that day was one of the worst ive had in a good while. It felt like i was stuck in a loop until yesterday, the depression was really getting to me. I had kind of been stuck at home with finishing school and the fact that it seemed everyone was busy so there wasnt much for me to do other than rot in bed (well, i could done more productive things other than watch youtube in bed all day). But since yesterday ive been starting to feel a bit better and i think im getting out of my slump, my life is still very bittersweet but at least its that instead of just bitter. Although my feelings have been getting better my sleep schedule definitely has not, i went into work today with maybe 3 hours of sleep. It honestly wasnt too bad because im in the bakery this week and the guy im working with hasnt really made me do much, probably since im technically not supposed to be back there and also because im a bit too tiny for most of the heavy lifting. Still it really wore me out and i practically passed out the moment i got in bed, ive been a bit sick this past week so it was nice to finally get some good rest despite that.
Another thing id like to do to get out of the depressive loop is look for another job. When i get paid on wednesday id like to have a day to run errands and look around for places to apply. The man in the bakery told me i should stay at my current job and work for 2 years so that im old enough to work in the deli and then transfer there. Its honestly a really smart idea because they make really good money and its a valuable skill thats applicable at multiple different places. But honestly, id really like to look around and see what else there is, my job isint the worst, but i dont think i want to be there for 2 years. I applied to one store in the mall, i need to call about an interview but im not sure what their number is (im too lazy to look it up x.x). Anyways ill figure that out soon hopefully and update here but thats all ive got to write for now, peace.
Another thing id like to do to get out of the depressive loop is look for another job. When i get paid on wednesday id like to have a day to run errands and look around for places to apply. The man in the bakery told me i should stay at my current job and work for 2 years so that im old enough to work in the deli and then transfer there. Its honestly a really smart idea because they make really good money and its a valuable skill thats applicable at multiple different places. But honestly, id really like to look around and see what else there is, my job isint the worst, but i dont think i want to be there for 2 years. I applied to one store in the mall, i need to call about an interview but im not sure what their number is (im too lazy to look it up x.x). Anyways ill figure that out soon hopefully and update here but thats all ive got to write for now, peace.
