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So i have prom tomorrow (technically today... i should really be sleeping) and while i think itll be fun and everyone will have a good time, ive got some worries. For some context me and my friend Lee have known each other for a long ass time. weve been besties since elementary basically, and while i love her so much, i do have some beef with her that i havent gotten to talk about. the thing is even though i have beef, i can still be friends with her and hang with her, cause we rarely hang out nowadays and im js trying to enjoy my time with her until she goes to college in Colorado. this cannot be said for my other friend titus though. Me and titus have been friends for like 2 years now? something like that, but we have gotten really super close over these past few months. and i love titus but when bro gets upset its hard for them to crawl away from that feeling, especially when they're upset at someone specific, and titus definitely has some beef with lee.

They both have their faults, lee can be a jerk and so can titus, and that would be fine if they could actually TALK to each other about this stuff. Titus grew up in an environment where they NEEDED to be loud and out there to be heard, but lee crumbles and gets extremely upset when someone BARELY raises their voice at her. titus needs to talk more calmly and lee needs to be able to handle volume without crashing. I relate to lee though, i used to be that way with my dad, but its to a point where you literally cant talk to her (no matter the volume of your voice) because she will just be upset. But this shit sucks to be in the middle of, i hang out with titus a lot and titus will complain a lot about lee, and to some extent i get it but literally ALL of their issues would be solved if bro was able to talk to her.

anyways prom is tomorrow and lee will be there (me and titus are going together cause we dont have partners) and she asked if we wanted to hangout after prom at her house (with three other people we know too). and idk,, titus has been having a hard time lately and i worry that something is gonna lead to an argument. im really hoping not PLEASE just let us have fun, but damn its a bit worrying

ill post a more documentative writing soon,, i havent rlly had much motivation.