fast days

I feel like the days have just been speeding by. Im not sure if its because im having fun, so time feels faster, or because every day feels the same. Ive been doing pretty well i think., i dont feel like complete shit so thats good. a few days ago we had this kitten over at my house to give to my grandpa. charlie was his name and he was the sweetest cat i ever met, he absolutely adored me and i need to go visit him soon. when i took him to my grandpas house he was completely against the idea, but after spending an hour or so with him he changed his mind lol. i knew he would fall in love with charlie the moment he actually interacted with him, how could you not be charmed by such a sweet little guy.

ive had plans for most of this week, i had something on monday that i cant quite remember now. but yesterday my tennis friends came over and we all contributed to making a full course meal (i made dessert), then we watched horror movies and played games. it was super fun and really homey, just a really nice day. tomorrow im going to go hang with some other friends and watch a movie and maybe thrift, hoping that goes well because its a bigger group of people...

i havent really made a lot of progress on much of anything though. ive been working so much and making plans whenever i have free time that i either end up to busy to do anything or too tired from plans the day before to do much. havent messed with my website much, ive read a little but maybe only like 20 pages or so, and i havent crochet anything in a long while. i also havent done any homework in awhile and i have a ton of chores. im hoping today ill hop on it, get chores and homework done so i can have less of a load on my free days to do what i want. im a little discouraged right now, tired with no motivation, but hopefully i can lock tf in and get shit done haha.